The script was written and I could not change a thing. I want to rip it all to shreds and start again. One day I'll come into your world and get it right.
I'll say we're better off together here tonight... I want you here with me, Like how I pictured it, So I don't have to keep imagining...
But you don't have to fight it, 'cause you're strong enough to win without a war. Every heart has a rhythm, let yours beat out so loudly, that everyone can hear it. Yeah, I promise you don't need to hide it anymore. Oh, and never be afraid of doing something different. Dare to be something more.
“Don't ever let no one tell you you ain't beautiful” -Marshall M.
What you don’t know is that he saved my life. I know what it feels like to have people tell you you’re not good enough, to have no one to turn to for help. So when he turned to music, I turned to him. When nothing or no one else could reach me, he could. The way he expresses what he feels and the things he’s been through, through music, is he most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. I have never been so proud of him. He's taught me so many things. Even if no one believes in you, all you gotta do is believe in yourself and believe that everything’s gonna be okay. He taught me how to not give up. And look where I am, right now. I made it. He made it. I will always be thankful to him and his music for saving me. I love him so much. And that I can promise you will never change.
“I can never be really, like really horrible to someone” -Liam Payne
I love him more than anything. I love him more than my existence too, if that counts. He's the most genuine, adorable, sweet, nice, kind, caring, amazing, and perfect person I have ever seen in my life. He cares for his fans so much, and he never fails to prove it. His voice is like an angel's. I could honestly listen to his voice forever. Every time I hear him say something or sing that line of the song I love so much, I smile. I literally find it impossible not to. Not only that, but there's his smile, his laugh, his eyes, his hair and every single little thing about him. I would give anything to be anyone who gets to hear that laugh or see that smile everyday. I have never been so proud of him. I'm more proud of him than I am of myself. I've never been so happy for him. All of his hard work has finally paid off. He deserves this, the world, and so much more. He's my life, my love, my reason to be. He's my inspiration. He taught me to just be yourself and to never give up on my dreams. I just wish I had the chance to tell him all of this in person. That he really does mean more to me than anything. I love Liam James Payne with everything I am and I always will.
Just A Friendly Reminder That I Love You...
Whoever is reading this, please know that I love you. I know things might suck right now whether it be might be troubles at home, school or within yourself, but please know things will get better. You are better than that thing trying to stop you. You are stronger than this and I know you can make it through. Get rid of those thoughts, throw away those pills and blades and remember that you are loved. People might not show it, but that doesn't mean that love isn't there. Every bad thing you have ever thought about yourself, I guarantee you, it's not true. One person may not think you're perfect, but I bet many people beg to differ and think the world of you. If you were to give up, the world would stop. Your family needs you, your friends need you, I need you. I need you to promise me that you will never give up. Promise me that you will keep fighting. I love you more than anything and please don't think for one second I don't. I will always be here for you if you need anything. Just promise me that you will stay strong.